I've been waiting on doing this post....Mr. Perfect aka Johnny, well, let's just say we don't fit. You know the old saying, "It's not you, it's me." Yes, it was used on me....can you believe it!? Here I am...3 days before South Padre getting things together and he breaks things off. I'm so disgusted right now. And that was a few days ago.
Yes, granted, we are still talking. He is still coming to Eli's birthday. But I don't know if I can do this friend thing. My heart in a way has been broken. I let my guard down. Man, am I a fool.
He supposed to be coming down next weekend. Do you think I'm going to behave? Probably not...hell, I'm pregnant....I have needs! Don't I deserve something? I guess that's what you get when you let your heart win instead of your head.....I should have said no....Until another day
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