So he came to town...he came in about 11 Saturday morning and met my family...well, part of my family. And may I say that it was a total miracle that my dad really likes him. And on top of all that, Eli liked him. Oh geez, so what am I going to do? I guess right now, I'm going to tell you what we did.
THE ZOO:
Well, may I say that the Cameron Park Zoo is not the same zoo that I remember. But when you go somewhere you haven't been to in years, that's how it usually works. Eli loved it though. And him, well, he loves being around me. What can I say? It's weird. But we were there for about an hour and a half...got some great pics!
THE COOKOUT:
Cooking out went great! He was pretty buzzy on his crown and coke, and I was just happy that he was happy. He took Eli on his four wheeler and then we ate. He loved daddy's smoked ribs. I do have to say, they were pretty good.
So I'm sure ya'll are wondering why I do not post this guy's name. Part of it is I'm scared to put it out there and something happen and the other part is as most of you know, I'm still married to the jerk! So I want to protect this guy. I like him, and one day his name will be written or typed on this blog, but until then, he's just going to be the most incredible man that I like.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Baby Day!!! Yay!
So I may get to find out what I am having today...I'm super excited. I really want a girl, but if it's a boy, then I want a healthy boy.
Talked to the "guy" today. My goodness, I can't stop thinking about him. And it's all the time. I really like him, but I'm scared to like him. What if it doesn't work out? Will I have wasted all this time on someone who is not the one? And what is the "one" anyway......I'm technically still married to the guy who I thought was the one.
Which brings me to my next subject, divorce. I'm debating going ahead and going through with it. I don't want to be tied to him anymore. I plan on callling him tonight, and maybe we will talk about it. You will always love the father of your children, but I just don't want him in my life anymore! What should I do? email me at airforcewifey07@gmail.com
Talked to the "guy" today. My goodness, I can't stop thinking about him. And it's all the time. I really like him, but I'm scared to like him. What if it doesn't work out? Will I have wasted all this time on someone who is not the one? And what is the "one" anyway......I'm technically still married to the guy who I thought was the one.
Which brings me to my next subject, divorce. I'm debating going ahead and going through with it. I don't want to be tied to him anymore. I plan on callling him tonight, and maybe we will talk about it. You will always love the father of your children, but I just don't want him in my life anymore! What should I do? email me at airforcewifey07@gmail.com
Monday, August 23, 2010
This weekend
Oh geez, can we say amazing? And his name, well, it will remain anonymous until I see where this goes. He's some kind of wonderful. I miss him. I guess I should tell about the weekend.
He picks me up and we go to Hooters. How many girls out there really like Hooters? Not very many I'm sure! But I love it! And ok, so there was reasoning to going there. He asked me if it was a test. I said no, but underneath, I was secretly hoping I was all he wanted to look at.....and that's what happend. And girls, when his eyes look at you, oh my, you get weak in the knees. I was so scared and excited at the same time.
After there we went to the suspension bridge. And I must say it's not as big as I remember...LOL! But it was sweet and quiet and just made us more comfortable around each other. I wish we could have spent the whole day there. And "dinner" consisted of a meat lovers pizza hut stuff crust pizza...oh and dr. pepper. Of course, since we are in Waco, you must drink Dr. Pepper.
And right now as we speak, I'm on the phone with him. And the way he laughs about stuff is so cute, but I won't tell him that. He has a weird sense of humor. But I like it. I like him. And most of all, I like me when I'm with him.
Now next weekend, that will be the test. He's not only going to meet my son, but he's also going to meet my dad. SCARY! Pray for him! But I'll keep you posted!
He picks me up and we go to Hooters. How many girls out there really like Hooters? Not very many I'm sure! But I love it! And ok, so there was reasoning to going there. He asked me if it was a test. I said no, but underneath, I was secretly hoping I was all he wanted to look at.....and that's what happend. And girls, when his eyes look at you, oh my, you get weak in the knees. I was so scared and excited at the same time.
After there we went to the suspension bridge. And I must say it's not as big as I remember...LOL! But it was sweet and quiet and just made us more comfortable around each other. I wish we could have spent the whole day there. And "dinner" consisted of a meat lovers pizza hut stuff crust pizza...oh and dr. pepper. Of course, since we are in Waco, you must drink Dr. Pepper.
And right now as we speak, I'm on the phone with him. And the way he laughs about stuff is so cute, but I won't tell him that. He has a weird sense of humor. But I like it. I like him. And most of all, I like me when I'm with him.
Now next weekend, that will be the test. He's not only going to meet my son, but he's also going to meet my dad. SCARY! Pray for him! But I'll keep you posted!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
The First of Many
It's been a while since I've done this blogging thing. But, why not? It's basically a way for people who do not know to get to know me. I should probably start off by explaining my heading "The Estranged Wife." I've been married for almost 3 years. But for the last 10 months, my husband and I haven't lived together. So often as a joke to my friends, I refer to myself as the estranged wife.
But because of we've tried to work things out, now we have another child on the way. I'm 11 weeks and 3 days today. I'm honestly excited, but I'm also scared. I'm 24 years old and before I'm 25 I will be a mother of 2. What was I thinking?
But because of we've tried to work things out, now we have another child on the way. I'm 11 weeks and 3 days today. I'm honestly excited, but I'm also scared. I'm 24 years old and before I'm 25 I will be a mother of 2. What was I thinking?
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